my_own_advocate | Samsara, Sunday Evening

It wasn't a great idea to keep sticking to old traditions to the letter, Lucifer and Octavia had found last weekend. And so Lucifer had suggested something else for this Sunday night.

Samsara.

It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.

[[ for her ]]

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my_own_advocate

"I di-- do love watching you and Duke go at it," Lucifer said, grinning. "He's as gorgeous on the bottom from a distance as he is up close."

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okteiviakom

"'Cause he's gorgeous no matter the position or the distance."

There was a fondness to her tone.

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my_own_advocate

"I mean I would say he's particularly gorgeous on his back with you riding him," Lucifer said, tilting his head.

... Picturing it, yes.

"Or screwing him into the mattress."

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okteiviakom

"Well, that's your preference," Octavia told him with a faint teasing note, now. "I don't think I could pick one."

A beat, maybe a little hesitation.

"But he is really pretty when he... gives in like that."

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my_own_advocate

"Oh, come on, you know you enjoy it quite a bit," Lucifer teased.

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okteiviakom

"You're the one who said he's particularly gorgeous like that," Octavia pointed out. "That has nothing to do with how much I enjoy it."

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my_own_advocate

"It's okay to say you particularly like something," Lucifer sighed. "That doesn't automatically mean the rest of it is lesser."

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okteiviakom

"Did I say it was?" Octavia wondered. "Did I say anything about that, actually?"

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my_own_advocate

"I'm just saying," Lucifer said. "Does that whole 'it's all equally good' thing not make everything feel like a... grey blob, of sorts?"

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okteiviakom

"Why would something good feel like a 'grey blob'?"

The air quote-y little gesture may have been Duke's influence.

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my_own_advocate

"Because nothing can all be the same kind of good, can it?" Lucifer asked. "I mean, I vastly prefer a hand job from either of you to one from anyone else. It's always good. That doesn't mean there aren't a legion of other acts I find particularly good. The ones that stick to memory."

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okteiviakom

"Feeling really encouraged to share my thoughts and feelings here, Lucifer," Octavia rasped, though not unkindly.

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my_own_advocate

Lucifer shrugged. "I'm just saying," he said. "It's not like your 'I don't have a preference' thing doesn't feel somewhat judgmental on this end."

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okteiviakom

Octavia looked genuinely surprised, at that.

"Judgmental? How?"

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my_own_advocate

"I know you don't mean it like this," Lucifer said, repressing the urge to reach for his flask, "But it does sound a bit like 'the proper way to love someone is if you love absolutely everything about them equally'."

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okteiviakom

"Riiight," Octavia said, slowly. Not looking terribly impressed, in all honesty. "Feels like you're reading way into me not having a preference on what position Duke looks prettiest in."

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my_own_advocate

"Feeling really encouraged to share my thoughts and feelings here, Octavia," Lucifer drawled.

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okteiviakom

"If you feel judged when I don't have an opinion about one small thing the way you do," Octavia replied, leaning back in her seat again (her fingers slipping away from his), "I don't know what to tell you. You have a preference and I love that you do, even if it's mostly because I love listening to you talk to me about it. That doesn't mean I'm gonna have one, too, and that doesn't mean anything."

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my_own_advocate

"I just think you can't have no preference," Lucifer said, shaking his head.

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okteiviakom

"Why not?"

The exasperation was genuine. And so was the hint of helplessness that went with it.

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my_own_advocate

"Because there's always something," Lucifer sighed. "Would you be happy just getting fingered for the rest of your life?"

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okteiviakom

"What, so you think I have no preference about anything now?"

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my_own_advocate

"I'm talking specifically about sex," Lucifer said, "With either of us. Would you be happy just having this one basic sex act done to you by us forever, or would you say, 'hold up, there's this thing I like and I'm not getting it'?"

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okteiviakom

"You know, when you asked if you could get on this topic or whether it would make me uncomfortable," Octavia told him, raising her eyebrows, "I didn't think you were going to make me uncomfortable."

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my_own_advocate

"Sorry," Lucifer said, raising his hands in surrender. "I'll stop talking."

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