my_own_advocate: (lucifer - fondness is in the eyes)
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It wasn't a great idea to keep sticking to old traditions to the letter, Lucifer and Octavia had found last weekend. And so Lucifer had suggested something else for this Sunday night.

Samsara.

It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.

[[ for her ]]

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:13 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You made me feel pressured to pick a favorite out of things I don't have a favorite one of right now," Octavia replied. "Your insecurity made me feel like you thought I was doing something wrong."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia gave him a (still slightly exasperated) nod, like 'yes, thank you'. Sometimes bruised feelings needed her to go digging for an apology.

"You never asked why, but I'm gonna tell you anyway," she said. "I don't have sexy preferences right now, because they change, they come and go, they're based on -- whatever I feel like at the time, whatever was hottest most recently, that kind of thing. And I don't... That's a distant thing right now. There's nothing anchoring me to any preference, right now."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Tiny nod.

"It's theoretical."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 09:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Not as strange as it would be for you," Octavia replied with another tiny gesture, though it was a shrug this time. "It's not like this is the first time I've just... not had sex."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 09:42 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] good hair day)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's gaze dipped towards the table between them.

"Yeah."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know."

Suppose she should have said more, but more didn't seem to be coming to her.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know that, too," Octavia replied.

Also softer.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:34 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's hand was slow to move, but it did.

"Sure," she murmured, "okay."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:51 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia got up just a second later.

It wasn't so much a squeeze that her hand gave his, as it was just her hand... tightening around his. And then staying that way.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia followed. Quiet, but she did.

Might become a theme.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:30 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
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"Okay," Octavia said.

Giving both his hands a squeeze.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:47 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new patterns)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia... sat down.

And took the butterfly pillow, and sort of hugged it to herself.

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