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It wasn't a great idea to keep sticking to old traditions to the letter, Lucifer and Octavia had found last weekend. And so Lucifer had suggested something else for this Sunday night.

Samsara.

It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.

[[ for her ]]

Date: 29 May 2022 11:40 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia was in the process of evicting a few porgs off the boat, for no other reason than that porgs and Lucifer didn't tend to mix.

She looked up. "Maybe the coast? Haven't been in a while."

Date: 29 May 2022 13:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia watched him go with a little huff.

Then she went to do all of the things she needed to do before they could go without trying to take the docks with them.

Date: 29 May 2022 15:53 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] smiling on the inside)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia was already sitting behind the wheel, checking various things as he came back up. She glanced back, and noted the lights.

"Did you bring -- what's the word? Ambiance?"

Date: 29 May 2022 16:14 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"And here I thought you were the little extra."

That worked, sure. Her faint smirk sold it.

Date: 29 May 2022 16:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Of course," Octavia said, a little more distracted and soft than the teasing tone she'd been going for, simply because she'd looked up at the lights. "My mistake."

Date: 29 May 2022 17:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] easy talky)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It was a risky thing, what with how... particular Octavia could be about her space. But then again, what wasn't?

And so far, he was doing well.

"They're very pretty," she said, with a soft curve to her lips.

Date: 29 May 2022 17:52 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
The feeling that brought on in Octavia was complicated. But not in a bad way, for once.

"Is that so?"

She didn't sound like she planned to object.

Date: 29 May 2022 18:25 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You brought pillows?"

Why was she even asking? He was a lot extra, after all.

Date: 29 May 2022 18:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] still go my own way)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Uh huh," Octavia said. "As long as we still fit in it."

Wasn't that the important part.

"So are you done decorating for the moment?" she added, turning back to her dashboard. "Do you want to sit down so we can go?"

Date: 29 May 2022 18:48 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You've gone soft."

He'd been this soft with her for a long time, now. And her teasing was pretty soft in its own right.

A flick here, a press of a button there, and the engine whirred to life. Then the boat began to pull away from its slip.

Date: 29 May 2022 19:00 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] smiling on the inside)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You know I dare just fine."

Just as fine as she was now steering them away from the port.

Date: 29 May 2022 19:22 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec] the boat)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's gaze was cast towards the horizon. As she quieted down to focus on the task at hand, she was mapping things out in her head. Where to go, how to get there.

What she wanted.

Date: 29 May 2022 20:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia had really taken to every aspect of owning a boat, hadn't she? Both having her own space (finally), as well as just putting her all into learning how to care for it - and how to sail with it.

Like right now. Calm, and quiet, and at ease with the way the Samsara glid along the water.

Eventually, she spotted a long stretch of beach in the distance. Began steering them towards it.

Date: 29 May 2022 20:31 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Think so," Octavia said, pointing towards what she had her eye on. "Looks quiet."

Date: 29 May 2022 21:16 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu blodreina] mmmmhmmmmmm)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia got them there, bringing the boat just close enough to the beach taht it felt like they were by it, but not so close as for the boat to get in any kind of trouble.

Everything out on the beach itself looked quiet and still, aside from the gentle waves against the shoreline.

"Here we are," Octavia murmured. "I'm gonna drop anchor here."

Date: 29 May 2022 21:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Do you know how to help with that?"

Tavi, you could just say 'no, I'm good'.

Date: 29 May 2022 21:29 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia shook her head a little. "No, I'm good."

See?

"I do this all on my own, sometimes." And managed, so: "I think you already had something else planned, anyway."

Date: 30 May 2022 07:49 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's expression went a little thoughtful.

"Don't you think the candles are a fire hazard?"

Date: 30 May 2022 08:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I don't know how much those help on a boat this small."

Date: 30 May 2022 08:16 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Good," Octavia said, giving him a tiny, wry smile. "I think I'll feel better about those."

Surprisingly she wasn't great about actual candles in small spaces, no.

"So I can focus on other things."

Date: 30 May 2022 08:36 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia nodded. "Sure."

And she'd get to work on the anchor.

Date: 30 May 2022 08:47 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia did all she needed to do, from dropping the anchor to shutting off the engine.

Then just stood at the back of the deck and looked across the water towards the empty beach.

Date: 30 May 2022 11:29 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
One of the great things about Octavia was that, depending on the point of view, either everything was outdated by a hundred years, or many things were completely new to her.

And she knew which way she felt as she turned to look at the jar he was holding.

"It's beautiful."

Date: 30 May 2022 11:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Yeah," Octavia said, with a soft quality that kind of betrayed how she'd also been thinking exactly that. Even if she covered for it with a slightly more wry, "And they won't set my boat on fire."

Date: 30 May 2022 13:01 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] hey baby (literally))
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
In cases like this one, Octavia could neither tell nor did she care whether something was meant for children, anyway.

"Are those owls?" she asked, another smile tugging at her lips.

Date: 30 May 2022 13:30 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, I haven't seen the other ones yet," Octavia replied as she reached out to take it. "But this one seems like a pretty strong contender."

Date: 30 May 2022 15:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia watched him and them, her head slightly tilted to the side. Her expression brightened a little further as she spotted one in particular.

"Oh, the seahorse one is pretty good, too."

(And very Duke.)

Date: 30 May 2022 16:07 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia gave a tiny huff as her gaze flicked up to his face.

"Why's that interesting?"

Date: 30 May 2022 19:26 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You've been to the aquarium with me before," Octavia pointed out, though that maybe wasn't the whole reason. She shrugged a little. "And it makes me think of Duke."
Edited Date: 30 May 2022 19:26 (UTC)

Date: 30 May 2022 20:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Not necessarily as one, but..."

She was shrugging again, and looking at the lamp.

"But they're also kind of lanky, and water creatures." So, you know. That actually tracked.

Date: 30 May 2022 20:54 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"We might all have watched too much Animal Planet," was what Octavia had to say to that, as she looked up at him again.

Date: 30 May 2022 21:14 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia looked faintly amused, but she nodded. "Pretty much the only thing I bother watching."

Date: 30 May 2022 21:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
And another nod.

"Do you want to have them down there or up here?"

Date: 30 May 2022 21:31 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] light at the end)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Okay," Octavia replied easily. "Then I guess I'm just gonna make myself comfortable here."

Date: 30 May 2022 21:41 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"... Yeah."

Solely because of the butterfly thing, by the looks of how quick she was to reach out for it after seeing it.

Date: 30 May 2022 22:01 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Thanks," Octavia said, maybe a little self-conscious all of a sudden (look, she knew she'd been pretty quick to react, there), but only a little.

She went to put the pillow on the bench. "Now, off you go."

Date: 30 May 2022 22:11 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec] chill reading)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
And Octavia stayed where she was.

Well. Almost, anyway: she finally took a seat again, with the pillow, settling down to watch the water.

Date: 31 May 2022 07:43 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"It's what I said I would be, right?" Octavia told him with a wry little smile, right before looking at the glass. "So, what's this?"

Date: 31 May 2022 08:16 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] still go my own way)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, the color tells me it's pretty heavy on the cranberry," Octavia noted, reaching out for the glass. "That's a good sign."

Date: 31 May 2022 15:52 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia dutifully lifted the glass to her lips, and took a sip.

And then made sure to really taste it.

Date: 31 May 2022 16:55 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's verdict ended up a positive one, at least.

"This is very good," she told him, holding the glass up to look at it. "It's a good mix."

Date: 31 May 2022 17:59 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia watched him, as if patiently waiting for his judgment.

Or just for the pleasure of watching him, in itself.

Date: 31 May 2022 18:40 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia snorted softly.

"Well, that sounds good," she said. "Not sure a celestial needs it, but..."

Date: 31 May 2022 19:33 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
He was very cute like that.

Octavia's lips curved into a lopsided smile, with maybe something of a teasing edge. "Wait, so that's something that needs help?"

Date: 31 May 2022 19:46 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia lifted a shoulder. "I'd say tattoos last longer, but..."

Date: 31 May 2022 20:14 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Would a scar stay any longer, anyway?" Octavia wondered, after a thoughtful sip from her glass. "I mean, tattoos are kind of like scars, too."

Date: 31 May 2022 20:24 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"We managed to fashion demon blades into bullets," Octavia noted. "Maybe one day one gets repurposed into a tattoo needle."

Date: 31 May 2022 20:36 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"There's a lot of questions, I know," Octavia replied, scooting over just enough to give him comfortable room to sit, but not so much that they weren't still very close together. "Because your body is weird."

Date: 31 May 2022 20:49 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, one of us would also have to learn tattooing."

And by 'one of us' she almost definitely meant herself.

Date: 31 May 2022 21:14 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Maybe," Octavia said, leaning into it a little. "Never really thought about it."

Date: 31 May 2022 22:22 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, it's sort of... like a ritual."

Had been from the receiving side, for her, anyway.

Date: 1 Jun 2022 07:48 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] so so so tired)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Mmm," Octavia hummed, perhaps more for the kiss than the comment. "It's something to think about."

Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:15 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia rested her head against his shoulder, and gave a little sigh of her own, though much quieter and softer.

"Yeah."

Few things were as pleasing a view to her as the way light caught on the water when it was already getting dark.

Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:38 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Enjoy what?"

Maybe she wanted to actually hear him put it into words.

Date: 1 Jun 2022 11:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] bright child)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I'm sure we could make one up if we tried."

She was joking, yes.

(Though not entirely.)

Date: 1 Jun 2022 13:36 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I didn't have anything ready to go, anyway," Octavia murmured.

She got all soft at nuzzling, who would've thought?

Date: 2 Jun 2022 21:24 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Snort.

"Should we just skip to the part where you say 'descriptive as always' as if you were expecting something else?"

Date: 2 Jun 2022 21:32 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"It was fine," Octavia relented, faintly amused. "My Sunday was fine."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 09:46 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia snorted.

"Good, now we can move on."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 10:11 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Of course I'm not," Octavia replied easily. "But you already knew that."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 10:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's lips curved faintly.

"I am."

(The tiny scar from the removal of her old implant and the insertion of a new one - neither of which she'd told them about - had been a lot faster to heal than the wound from the gun, go figure.)

Date: 3 Jun 2022 10:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] easy talky)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia tilted her head a little, trying to catch some glimpse at his face. "Is that something you'd like?"

Stalling, maybe.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 11:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I don't know," Octavia admitted, at that. A little more wry. "I haven't... even been to the pool, yet."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 12:32 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia snorted despite herself. "There's pretty few people in our bedroom, too."

And yet she kept more covered up there than a swimsuit would.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 14:26 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"And I'm saying maybe your idea of the steps is off," Octavia retorted, though gently.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 14:31 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu blodreina] mmmmhmmmmmm)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"No," Octavia said, the last of her wryness gone in favor of something milder and pensive, "I think you're looking for an 'easier' where there isn't one."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 14:58 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I'm not sure you can," Octavia told him, something in her tone a little apologetic. Which remained as she went on to say, "Anyway, what I'm getting out of this is... that I'm not ready."

Probably wouldn't have felt the need to argue so much, otherwise.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 15:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu blodreina] mmmmhmmmmmm)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Sorry," Octavia said, anyway, giving his leg a soft little pat with her free hand.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 15:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I don't think we need to be doing anything special," Octavia murmured, her head returning to its original position on his shoulder. "It's Sunday, maybe I'm all out of doing."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:16 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know," Octavia replied with a tiny nod. "You need to be... busy."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:26 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] bright child)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"When I'm trying to slow things down to a crawl?"

It was an attempted joke.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Why does that make you nervous?"

Not so much with the joking, anymore.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:56 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Existentially," Octavia repeated. Thought about it for a brief moment, then said, "I guess I get that."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:15 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia gave the tiniest shrug.

"It's not like I don't have a lot of issues with what I think is expected of me," she said, after a moment. "And it's not really connected to anyone, most of the time."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu blodreina] mmmmhmmmmmm)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Is this one of those moments?"

Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:42 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia exhaled a quiet sigh.

"Yeah, that was... Not our best."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 19:56 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia nodded, a tiny movement.

"Left a mark."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:15 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec linc] good luck getting this close)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Somehow it seemed like a small movement, too, when Octavia picked up her head and turned it.

To press a feather-light kiss against his cheek. "Mochof."

For trying.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:34 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I love you," Octavia said. It just went well with the thanking him. And with... everything, lately. "Complicated feelings and all."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:49 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know," Octavia murmured, "I'm terrible."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:07 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] unsure why I love you)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"... Ability to just what?"

He had to have seen this one coming.

Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:25 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] unsure why I love you)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Right."

A beat.

"I... guess I do that?"

Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:39 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia couldn't help snorting.

"Don't I always, though?"

Date: 3 Jun 2022 22:00 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, feel free to hope this is one of those times," Octavia drawled. She cuddled a little closer against his side. "You and your vibes."

Date: 3 Jun 2022 22:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Never said I didn't."

Date: 4 Jun 2022 16:31 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Oh be honest," Octavia rasped, "you're terrified for your vibes."

Date: 4 Jun 2022 18:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"If you say so."

Apparently she could still engage in some very light brat-like behavior.

Date: 4 Jun 2022 20:00 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec diyoza] head to shoulder)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"It's very easy," Octavia told him, nuzzling his shoulder a little.

Almost impish, if in a subdued way.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 12:22 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I just delight in you," Octavia retorted, whether it made any sense or not. "Mockery included. Deal with it."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 14:20 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] hey baby (literally))
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia just snickered.

Soft, and entirely unrepentant.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:46 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"That was my evil plan all along," Octavia decided.

It had not been, but hey. Might as well claim it.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:54 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] tease)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia let him, though her hand trailed down his arm as he did.

"Yeah, yeah," she rasped. "You love it."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"This is not the unfortunate part," Octavia told him, giving his hand a little squeeze back.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:21 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] easy talky)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia figured she would follow, maybe in a moment or two. But sometimes it was nice to just watch him go.

Especially when it was him seeming at home on her boat.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:39 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] light at the end)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It was always good.

Eventually, and quietly, Octavia made her way in and slid onto a chair to just... watch him.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:59 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
It was not much of a kitchen, no. But he was working around it.

Beautifully.

(Or maybe Octavia was just really smitten.)

Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:33 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia reached out for it with both hands, and a tiny smile.

"Thank you. It looks... amazing."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:46 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Well, there was just very little Octavia could say to that.

So instead, as she was setting the plate down on the table in front of her, she was just looking at it. And looking touched, because she could see what he meant.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:56 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia gave a soft huff as her gaze reluctantly returned to him.

"You know I won't be able to tell the difference."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:04 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] minuscule smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Perhaps," Octavia said, giving his foot a little nudge with hers under the table a he was settling down. "And at least I'll enjoy it either way."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:17 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia smiled back.

"Ai hod yu in seintaim, skaifaya."

Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:39 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Always," Octavia replied.

And dug in.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia seemed to be going about it carefully, like she was looking to preserve as much of the prettiness of how everything was assembled for as long as she could, while still tasting different things with each bite.

It was a quiet but happy sort of enjoyment.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia wasn't, really, but that was just because she was so focused on enjoying every last little bit of it.

And then there was just one bite left.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
And Octavia looked at her plate. And then picked up that last bite, and popped it in her mouth.

And leaned back with a content little hum.

Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] pallas athene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Delicious," Octavia told him with a sigh.

Only playing it up a little.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:32 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's lips curved further. "You went all out."

He always did, and yet it still felt worth mentioning.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia snorted, but her smile didn't waver. "Oh, you need to downscale things for me?"

That was not surprising.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:45 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, I'm grateful," Octavia said, maybe a touch wryly. Because of this next thing: "Though we really need to get back to what we talked about maybe doing your things sometimes."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:52 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know," Octavia said. (Because boy, did she ever.) "But I haven't forgotten."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:00 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's head tilted, just a little. "That's the really loud singing, right?"

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I'm sure we can make that happen."

Well, she was already on board, and it probably wouldn't take a lot to convince Duke, right?

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:14 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
You know, if Octavia hadn't already been willing to go all-in on this, the way he'd perked up just now would have forced her hand.

"Might be a challenge," she rasped, "but I'm up for it."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:28 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Oh, he was launching full-tilt into this?

Octavia was going to just do her best to hang on, then. "Probably," she said. "Sounds about my speed."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] bring me good news)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia wasn't sure what she'd been expecting as she leaned forward a little to peer at his phone. But it wasn't that.

"Oh," she murmured, instantly softer. Maybe with a little bit of longing. "Finrona."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:42 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia looked up, and was quick to nod.

"Yeah."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Sounds like a plan to me," Octavia said. "Shouldn't be hard."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:13 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia snorted softly. "Well, I'm gonna have a talk with him if it looks like it's going that way," she promised.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:20 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know."

Especially when there were easy strings to pull.

"We're going to make this happen."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:33 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] I already won)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia'd hand slid out to meet his. Fingers brushing against fingers, first.

"You're welcome," she murmured, faintly teasing. "You deserve something you'll like."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 10:26 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Didn't think you didn't," Octavia assured him. "I know you have... range."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:25 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] gentle ribbing)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Yeah, I know your second-hand enjoyment is second to none."

Her fingers closed around his.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I think 'nostalgia' means it wouldn't be coming back," Octavia told him, a little more wry again. "It's going to come back."

On a long enough timeframe, anyway.

"But feel free to wallow."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:51 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] easy talky)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"'Cause he's gorgeous no matter the position or the distance."

There was a fondness to her tone.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:06 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] smiling on the inside)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, that's your preference," Octavia told him with a faint teasing note, now. "I don't think I could pick one."

A beat, maybe a little hesitation.

"But he is really pretty when he... gives in like that."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:15 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] a breeze)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You're the one who said he's particularly gorgeous like that," Octavia pointed out. "That has nothing to do with how much I enjoy it."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:32 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Did I say it was?" Octavia wondered. "Did I say anything about that, actually?"

Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:40 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Why would something good feel like a 'grey blob'?"

The air quote-y little gesture may have been Duke's influence.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:55 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Feeling really encouraged to share my thoughts and feelings here, Lucifer," Octavia rasped, though not unkindly.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:13 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia looked genuinely surprised, at that.

"Judgmental? How?"

Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yuh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Riiight," Octavia said, slowly. Not looking terribly impressed, in all honesty. "Feels like you're reading way into me not having a preference on what position Duke looks prettiest in."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:37 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"If you feel judged when I don't have an opinion about one small thing the way you do," Octavia replied, leaning back in her seat again (her fingers slipping away from his), "I don't know what to tell you. You have a preference and I love that you do, even if it's mostly because I love listening to you talk to me about it. That doesn't mean I'm gonna have one, too, and that doesn't mean anything."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:47 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] i had a dream once)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Why not?"

The exasperation was genuine. And so was the hint of helplessness that went with it.

Date: 6 Jun 2022 21:17 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yuh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"What, so you think I have no preference about anything now?"

Date: 6 Jun 2022 21:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] that's a bad plan)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You know, when you asked if you could get on this topic or whether it would make me uncomfortable," Octavia told him, raising her eyebrows, "I didn't think you were going to make me uncomfortable."

Date: 6 Jun 2022 21:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Little late for that now."

That was the discomfort talking.

It was there in the way she folded her arms over her chest, too.

"All this time I've been talking about one thing," she continued. "Not all of sex, just one thing. Was that not clear? Because it really feels like you've just jumped straight to thinking you need to prove I have preferences about other sex stuff."
Edited Date: 6 Jun 2022 23:37 (UTC)

Date: 7 Jun 2022 06:47 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] what's that?)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia stared at him.

"How was I supposed to make it clearer than by saying several times it was about 'one thing' and even repeating what the one thing was? Especially when you know about my preferences better than anyone?"

Because he saw a side of them no one else was privy to. (Wasn't supposed to be, anyway.)

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:01 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] keep talking)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"... How do you not realize when I said so?"

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] i had a dream once)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"The argument that you just -- went straight into without telling me we were suddenly supposed to be talking on a wider level."

Just to be clear.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:23 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] considering)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Well, you probably also shouldn't have said it's because I'm 'always like this about Duke'."

Sorry, that part was only now starting to sink in.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] neutral ground)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Apparently," Octavia replied, exasperated but not really at him. She sank further back in her seat. "Why?"

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:51 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] anyone can see)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Lucifer, that's dumb."

... Hold on, she was going to find her way to something a little more reassuring than that.

"For one, why would you ever think I would be the model for how to do any of this shit properly?"

Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:56 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Yeah, I think we both know that's not true."

(Or maybe she was mixing up loving people with managing to treat them the way they should be treated.)

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu blodreina] mmmmhmmmmmm)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Okay, well..." Tiny shrug. "None of that actually relates to anyone's preferences in the sack."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:07 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Then I guess one needs to learn to listen," Octavia replied mildly. "Or better yet, ask."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:13 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"You made me feel pressured to pick a favorite out of things I don't have a favorite one of right now," Octavia replied. "Your insecurity made me feel like you thought I was doing something wrong."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia gave him a (still slightly exasperated) nod, like 'yes, thank you'. Sometimes bruised feelings needed her to go digging for an apology.

"You never asked why, but I'm gonna tell you anyway," she said. "I don't have sexy preferences right now, because they change, they come and go, they're based on -- whatever I feel like at the time, whatever was hottest most recently, that kind of thing. And I don't... That's a distant thing right now. There's nothing anchoring me to any preference, right now."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:44 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Tiny nod.

"It's theoretical."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 09:10 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Not as strange as it would be for you," Octavia replied with another tiny gesture, though it was a shrug this time. "It's not like this is the first time I've just... not had sex."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 09:42 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] good hair day)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's gaze dipped towards the table between them.

"Yeah."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:02 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know."

Suppose she should have said more, but more didn't seem to be coming to her.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:05 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I know that, too," Octavia replied.

Also softer.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:34 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's hand was slow to move, but it did.

"Sure," she murmured, "okay."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:51 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia got up just a second later.

It wasn't so much a squeeze that her hand gave his, as it was just her hand... tightening around his. And then staying that way.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia followed. Quiet, but she did.

Might become a theme.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:30 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Okay," Octavia said.

Giving both his hands a squeeze.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:47 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new patterns)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia... sat down.

And took the butterfly pillow, and sort of hugged it to herself.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 13:04 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia managed to let go of the pillow enough to reach out and take it.

She cleared her throat. "You even brought bowls?"

Date: 7 Jun 2022 14:17 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Eye for detail, huh?" Octavia muttered, not really hitting the teasing tone she'd been going for at all.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:09 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia suppressed a sigh as she looked down at her bowl.

She needed to get out of this funk. "What are the flavors?"

Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:16 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia might have been able to tell from the colors, yes, but it was nice that he made sure.

"Oh," she murmured, "they sound nice."

She was going to go for the... mango, first.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([spec] meal time)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"Chof."

Well.

This first bite was definitely mango-y.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:57 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia hazarded a little glance at him, at the noise. A little connection.

"Yeah," she murmured, "it's really good."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:04 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I think this is where I'm supposed to call you a nerd."

Look, a joke! Even if it was a feeble one.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:49 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"What's that?" Octavia asked softly.

It was clear from context, more or less, but... If she could get him talking, even for a little bit, about something he'd enjoyed a long time ago, then maybe it would also help draw her a little more squarely into the now.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:29 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
See? It was beautiful to listen to him like this. (Yes, even with the bittersweetness of thinking about him returning to Hell.)

"It sounds good," Octavia murmured. "Like something I would like to try."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:38 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
The edges of Octavia's lips twitched a little. "Colored powder?"

A shameless prompt, yes.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:18 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] bring me good news)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia leaned over to look, and once again, her expression softened further.

"Is there music?"

Of course she'd ask.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:29 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] a change of scene)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia's nod was almost laughable in its sincerity. Also had a distracted quality about it, like she was still thinking it over. The whole concept of it.

"It sounds beautiful."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:57 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I think so too."

That was barely more than a whisper, her gaze still lingering on the pictures, thinking about what it would be like.

Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:50 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia finally relinquished his phone back to him.

"Well," she said, a wry curl to her lips again, like she'd been caught doing something she shouldn't be doing (but nothing too bad), "the ice cream is a good start."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:58 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos blodreina] quiet smile)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia scooped up some of the lemon sorbet, and hazarded a small smile.

"Looking forward to it."
Edited Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:58 (UTC)

Date: 7 Jun 2022 20:35 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] crumbs of happiness)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I'll definitely tell you," Octavia said on a soft huff, "don't worry."

Date: 7 Jun 2022 20:58 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
The snort was louder, this time.

"No need for that," Octavia told him.

Date: 8 Jun 2022 05:45 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] oof)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
"I don't believe you."

And wasn't that kind of on-brand for her, anyway?

Date: 8 Jun 2022 06:15 (UTC)
okteiviakom: ([pos] downwardly amused maybe)
From: [personal profile] okteiviakom
Octavia just shrugged and dug back into her ice cream.

Wouldn't want it to melt.

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