Samsara, Sunday Evening
29 May 2022 10:33![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It wasn't a great idea to keep sticking to old traditions to the letter, Lucifer and Octavia had found last weekend. And so Lucifer had suggested something else for this Sunday night.
Samsara.
It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.
[[ for her ]]
Samsara.
It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.
[[ for her ]]
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Date: 29 May 2022 11:40 (UTC)She looked up. "Maybe the coast? Haven't been in a while."
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Date: 29 May 2022 12:05 (UTC)He slipped past her and into the bowels of the ship to go put the food away.
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Date: 29 May 2022 13:09 (UTC)Then she went to do all of the things she needed to do before they could go without trying to take the docks with them.
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Date: 29 May 2022 15:15 (UTC)When he reappeared on deck, he was holding something rather less edible - a string of lights.
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Date: 29 May 2022 15:53 (UTC)"Did you bring -- what's the word? Ambiance?"
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Date: 29 May 2022 15:59 (UTC)Like lights, which he was now wrapping around the supports of the upper cabin.
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Date: 29 May 2022 16:14 (UTC)That worked, sure. Her faint smirk sold it.
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Date: 29 May 2022 16:59 (UTC)Sorry, Tavi, but Lucifer had left the Rouge today fully intending to nest the shit out of your boat.
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Date: 29 May 2022 17:10 (UTC)And so far, he was doing well.
"They're very pretty," she said, with a soft curve to her lips.
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Date: 29 May 2022 17:22 (UTC)"Good," Lucifer said, smiling. "I'd like this ship to be a bit of a cosy home for us tonight."
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Date: 29 May 2022 17:52 (UTC)"Is that so?"
She didn't sound like she planned to object.
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Date: 29 May 2022 17:55 (UTC)no subject
Date: 29 May 2022 18:25 (UTC)Why was she even asking? He was a lot extra, after all.
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Date: 29 May 2022 18:28 (UTC)They were also very pretty pillows.
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Date: 29 May 2022 18:35 (UTC)Wasn't that the important part.
"So are you done decorating for the moment?" she added, turning back to her dashboard. "Do you want to sit down so we can go?"
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Date: 29 May 2022 18:48 (UTC)He'd been this soft with her for a long time, now. And her teasing was pretty soft in its own right.
A flick here, a press of a button there, and the engine whirred to life. Then the boat began to pull away from its slip.
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Date: 29 May 2022 18:52 (UTC)Once the engine started purring, he pulled away to go find himself a seat. And sat down. "Let your gut feeling take us where we need to go."
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Date: 29 May 2022 19:00 (UTC)Just as fine as she was now steering them away from the port.
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Date: 29 May 2022 19:22 (UTC)What she wanted.
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Date: 29 May 2022 19:24 (UTC)He did enjoy being on Samsara. It was so... her.
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Date: 29 May 2022 20:05 (UTC)Like right now. Calm, and quiet, and at ease with the way the Samsara glid along the water.
Eventually, she spotted a long stretch of beach in the distance. Began steering them towards it.
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Date: 29 May 2022 21:16 (UTC)Everything out on the beach itself looked quiet and still, aside from the gentle waves against the shoreline.
"Here we are," Octavia murmured. "I'm gonna drop anchor here."
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Date: 29 May 2022 21:18 (UTC)no subject
Date: 29 May 2022 21:23 (UTC)Tavi, you could just say 'no, I'm good'.
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Date: 29 May 2022 21:25 (UTC)He was better at the interior decorating part.
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Date: 29 May 2022 21:29 (UTC)See?
"I do this all on my own, sometimes." And managed, so: "I think you already had something else planned, anyway."
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Date: 30 May 2022 04:27 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 07:49 (UTC)"Don't you think the candles are a fire hazard?"
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Date: 30 May 2022 08:16 (UTC)Surprisingly she wasn't great about actual candles in small spaces, no.
"So I can focus on other things."
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Date: 30 May 2022 08:36 (UTC)And she'd get to work on the anchor.
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Date: 30 May 2022 08:47 (UTC)Then just stood at the back of the deck and looked across the water towards the empty beach.
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Date: 30 May 2022 11:10 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 11:29 (UTC)And she knew which way she felt as she turned to look at the jar he was holding.
"It's beautiful."
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Date: 30 May 2022 11:45 (UTC)He took great care to pull a plastic nightlight out of the bag. It had little colorful owls drawn all over it.
Sure, they were meant for children. But some of Octavia's tastes did center around a similar simple love of animals, so he'd gone out on a limb.
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Date: 30 May 2022 13:01 (UTC)"Are those owls?" she asked, another smile tugging at her lips.
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Date: 30 May 2022 13:20 (UTC)no subject
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Date: 30 May 2022 15:37 (UTC)"Oh, the seahorse one is pretty good, too."
(And very Duke.)
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Date: 30 May 2022 16:05 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 16:07 (UTC)"Why's that interesting?"
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Date: 30 May 2022 20:02 (UTC)She was shrugging again, and looking at the lamp.
"But they're also kind of lanky, and water creatures." So, you know. That actually tracked.
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Date: 30 May 2022 21:17 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 21:23 (UTC)"Do you want to have them down there or up here?"
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Date: 30 May 2022 21:29 (UTC)And some very sexy, very aggressive... snuggling.
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Date: 30 May 2022 21:41 (UTC)Solely because of the butterfly thing, by the looks of how quick she was to reach out for it after seeing it.
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Date: 30 May 2022 21:58 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 22:01 (UTC)She went to put the pillow on the bench. "Now, off you go."
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Date: 30 May 2022 22:06 (UTC)no subject
Date: 30 May 2022 22:11 (UTC)Well. Almost, anyway: she finally took a seat again, with the pillow, settling down to watch the water.
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Date: 31 May 2022 15:52 (UTC)And then made sure to really taste it.
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Date: 31 May 2022 16:34 (UTC)He set down a few jars of lights, instead.
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Date: 31 May 2022 16:55 (UTC)"This is very good," she told him, holding the glass up to look at it. "It's a good mix."
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Date: 31 May 2022 17:40 (UTC)And he took a sip.
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Date: 31 May 2022 17:59 (UTC)Or just for the pleasure of watching him, in itself.
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Date: 31 May 2022 18:06 (UTC)no subject
Date: 31 May 2022 18:40 (UTC)"Well, that sounds good," she said. "Not sure a celestial needs it, but..."
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Date: 31 May 2022 19:24 (UTC)no subject
Date: 31 May 2022 19:33 (UTC)Octavia's lips curved into a lopsided smile, with maybe something of a teasing edge. "Wait, so that's something that needs help?"
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Date: 31 May 2022 20:27 (UTC)He sat down beside her.
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Date: 31 May 2022 20:49 (UTC)And by 'one of us' she almost definitely meant herself.
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Date: 31 May 2022 22:22 (UTC)Had been from the receiving side, for her, anyway.
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:15 (UTC)"Yeah."
Few things were as pleasing a view to her as the way light caught on the water when it was already getting dark.
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:34 (UTC)This feeling that everything was all right right now. That she was with him, in every way possible.
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:38 (UTC)Maybe she wanted to actually hear him put it into words.
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 08:48 (UTC)no subject
Date: 1 Jun 2022 11:10 (UTC)She was joking, yes.
(Though not entirely.)
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 13:36 (UTC)She got all soft at nuzzling, who would've thought?
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Date: 1 Jun 2022 16:17 (UTC)no subject
Date: 2 Jun 2022 21:24 (UTC)"Should we just skip to the part where you say 'descriptive as always' as if you were expecting something else?"
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 09:46 (UTC)"Good, now we can move on."
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 10:23 (UTC)"I am."
(The tiny scar from the removal of her old implant and the insertion of a new one - neither of which she'd told them about - had been a lot faster to heal than the wound from the gun, go figure.)
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 10:35 (UTC)Stalling, maybe.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 12:32 (UTC)And yet she kept more covered up there than a swimsuit would.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 14:58 (UTC)Probably wouldn't have felt the need to argue so much, otherwise.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 15:54 (UTC)Always looking for something to do.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:26 (UTC)It was an attempted joke.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:31 (UTC)no subject
Date: 3 Jun 2022 16:37 (UTC)Not so much with the joking, anymore.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:15 (UTC)"It's not like I don't have a lot of issues with what I think is expected of me," she said, after a moment. "And it's not really connected to anyone, most of the time."
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:36 (UTC)Well, at least now he'd identified the source.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:42 (UTC)"Yeah, that was... Not our best."
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 18:49 (UTC)no subject
Date: 3 Jun 2022 19:56 (UTC)"Left a mark."
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:08 (UTC)no subject
Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:15 (UTC)To press a feather-light kiss against his cheek. "Mochof."
For trying.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 20:20 (UTC)He'd try anything for her.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:07 (UTC)He had to have seen this one coming.
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:25 (UTC)A beat.
"I... guess I do that?"
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Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:26 (UTC)no subject
Date: 3 Jun 2022 21:39 (UTC)"Don't I always, though?"
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Date: 4 Jun 2022 18:02 (UTC)Apparently she could still engage in some very light brat-like behavior.
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Date: 4 Jun 2022 20:00 (UTC)Almost impish, if in a subdued way.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 14:20 (UTC)Soft, and entirely unrepentant.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:31 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:46 (UTC)It had not been, but hey. Might as well claim it.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:51 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jun 2022 16:54 (UTC)"Yeah, yeah," she rasped. "You love it."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:19 (UTC)He let her hand slip out of his, and walked down into the heart of Samsara.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:21 (UTC)Especially when it was him seeming at home on her boat.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:28 (UTC)It would be good, though.
He took the noodles and the water kettle he'd brought, and got it hooked up.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:39 (UTC)Eventually, and quietly, Octavia made her way in and slid onto a chair to just... watch him.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:43 (UTC)He took two plates and divided the salmon across them. Then out came the pineapple, which he cut carefully into petal-shapes. Strawberries into small slices.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 17:59 (UTC)Beautifully.
(Or maybe Octavia was just really smitten.)
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:03 (UTC)The finishing touch was a little bag of edible flowers in lilacs and yellows. He placed those on top in a circle, giving the whole dish the appearance of a wreath.
He turned around and held out one plate for you. "Your dinner, darling."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:33 (UTC)"Thank you. It looks... amazing."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:36 (UTC)no subject
Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:46 (UTC)So instead, as she was setting the plate down on the table in front of her, she was just looking at it. And looking touched, because she could see what he meant.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:53 (UTC)The smile grew slightly bigger. "Only the finest wheat for my people, obviously."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 18:56 (UTC)"You know I won't be able to tell the difference."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:17 (UTC)"Ai hod yu in seintaim, skaifaya."
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:39 (UTC)And dug in.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 19:40 (UTC)But he snuck looks at Octavia from time to time, enjoying... her enjoyment.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:05 (UTC)It was a quiet but happy sort of enjoyment.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:09 (UTC)He was still smiling as he ate his way through the rest of his dinner.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:23 (UTC)And then there was just one bite left.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:30 (UTC)He looked at the bite on her plate.
He looked at her.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:37 (UTC)And leaned back with a content little hum.
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Date: 5 Jun 2022 20:44 (UTC)Only playing it up a little.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 03:22 (UTC)no subject
Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:32 (UTC)He always did, and yet it still felt worth mentioning.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 07:37 (UTC)That was not surprising.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:05 (UTC)Well, she was already on board, and it probably wouldn't take a lot to convince Duke, right?
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:12 (UTC)Was there such a thing as a formal leather dress? Now he wanted to find out.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:14 (UTC)"Might be a challenge," she rasped, "but I'm up for it."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:20 (UTC)He could suddenly picture it all.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:28 (UTC)Octavia was going to just do her best to hang on, then. "Probably," she said. "Sounds about my speed."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:31 (UTC)"Let me just," Lucifer said, reaching into his pocket for his phone. "Better to inform you of what it is," he muttered, searching for the website, and--
"Oh, look at that." He held out the phone for her.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:35 (UTC)"Oh," she murmured, instantly softer. Maybe with a little bit of longing. "Finrona."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 08:42 (UTC)"Yeah."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:16 (UTC)But no. It wasn't right for the mood. "You are quite convincing when you want to be."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:20 (UTC)Especially when there were easy strings to pull.
"We're going to make this happen."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:25 (UTC)no subject
Date: 6 Jun 2022 09:33 (UTC)"You're welcome," she murmured, faintly teasing. "You deserve something you'll like."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:25 (UTC)Her fingers closed around his.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:44 (UTC)On a long enough timeframe, anyway.
"But feel free to wallow."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 18:51 (UTC)There was a fondness to her tone.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:02 (UTC)... Picturing it, yes.
"Or screwing him into the mattress."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:06 (UTC)A beat, maybe a little hesitation.
"But he is really pretty when he... gives in like that."
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 19:40 (UTC)The air quote-y little gesture may have been Duke's influence.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:13 (UTC)"Judgmental? How?"
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 20:47 (UTC)The exasperation was genuine. And so was the hint of helplessness that went with it.
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Date: 6 Jun 2022 21:44 (UTC)That was the discomfort talking.
It was there in the way she folded her arms over her chest, too.
"All this time I've been talking about one thing," she continued. "Not all of sex, just one thing. Was that not clear? Because it really feels like you've just jumped straight to thinking you need to prove I have preferences about other sex stuff."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 06:12 (UTC)Because that was the simplest and truest explanation for where this had gone wrong.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 06:47 (UTC)"How was I supposed to make it clearer than by saying several times it was about 'one thing' and even repeating what the one thing was? Especially when you know about my preferences better than anyone?"
Because he saw a side of them no one else was privy to. (Wasn't supposed to be, anyway.)
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:09 (UTC)Just to be clear.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:23 (UTC)Sorry, that part was only now starting to sink in.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:47 (UTC)Oh, hello, very old insecurity.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:51 (UTC)... Hold on, she was going to find her way to something a little more reassuring than that.
"For one, why would you ever think I would be the model for how to do any of this shit properly?"
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:54 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 07:56 (UTC)(Or maybe she was mixing up loving people with managing to treat them the way they should be treated.)
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:35 (UTC)"You never asked why, but I'm gonna tell you anyway," she said. "I don't have sexy preferences right now, because they change, they come and go, they're based on -- whatever I feel like at the time, whatever was hottest most recently, that kind of thing. And I don't... That's a distant thing right now. There's nothing anchoring me to any preference, right now."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:41 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 08:44 (UTC)"It's theoretical."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 09:42 (UTC)"Yeah."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:02 (UTC)Suppose she should have said more, but more didn't seem to be coming to her.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:03 (UTC)Softer, this time.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:05 (UTC)Also softer.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:21 (UTC)Reached for her hand again.
"Would you like to head back outside, onto the deck?" Lucifer asked gently. "We'll have some ice cream and watch the sun set."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:34 (UTC)"Sure," she murmured, "okay."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:39 (UTC)He rose up from his seat. "All right."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 10:51 (UTC)It wasn't so much a squeeze that her hand gave his, as it was just her hand... tightening around his. And then staying that way.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:01 (UTC)And tugged her upwards, onto the deck.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:09 (UTC)Might become a theme.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:15 (UTC)Taking her other hand as he did. "I'll go get the ice cream."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:30 (UTC)Giving both his hands a squeeze.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:36 (UTC)Only then did he drop her hands, and slip past her back into the cabin.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 11:47 (UTC)And took the butterfly pillow, and sort of hugged it to herself.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 12:12 (UTC)He just hoped they could clear the air enough to enjoy it.
But for now, he took the two ornate bowls - all pretty colors, like a blurred rainbow - and filled each with three scoops: mango, cherry, lemon sorbet. (They tasted good. He'd made them, after all. Nothing store-bought for his people.)
And so he returned to the deck not long after. "Here we are," he said, holding one bowl out for her.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 13:04 (UTC)She cleared her throat. "You even brought bowls?"
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 13:12 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 14:17 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:04 (UTC)Her tone made him sound subdued in turn.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:09 (UTC)She needed to get out of this funk. "What are the flavors?"
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:13 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:16 (UTC)"Oh," she murmured, "they sound nice."
She was going to go for the... mango, first.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:30 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:35 (UTC)Well.
This first bite was definitely mango-y.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:42 (UTC)He made a soft noise when he took the first bite of cherry. Nothing like an explosion of flavor to save you from your woes.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 15:57 (UTC)"Yeah," she murmured, "it's really good."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:02 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:04 (UTC)Look, a joke! Even if it was a feeble one.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:17 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:49 (UTC)It was clear from context, more or less, but... If she could get him talking, even for a little bit, about something he'd enjoyed a long time ago, then maybe it would also help draw her a little more squarely into the now.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 16:55 (UTC)He smiled.
"You'd walk the streets of India and there would be a kulfiwallah on every other corner," he said. "I liked the pistachio one the best. It had the most vivid flavor. I must have eaten several dozen before I was herded back to Hell."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:29 (UTC)"It sounds good," Octavia murmured. "Like something I would like to try."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:31 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:38 (UTC)A shameless prompt, yes.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 17:42 (UTC)He held the phone out to her.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:18 (UTC)"Is there music?"
Of course she'd ask.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:24 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:29 (UTC)"It sounds beautiful."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:38 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 18:57 (UTC)That was barely more than a whisper, her gaze still lingering on the pictures, thinking about what it would be like.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:11 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:50 (UTC)"Well," she said, a wry curl to her lips again, like she'd been caught doing something she shouldn't be doing (but nothing too bad), "the ice cream is a good start."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:52 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 19:58 (UTC)"Looking forward to it."
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 20:42 (UTC)no subject
Date: 7 Jun 2022 20:58 (UTC)"No need for that," Octavia told him.
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Date: 7 Jun 2022 21:01 (UTC)no subject
Date: 8 Jun 2022 05:45 (UTC)And wasn't that kind of on-brand for her, anyway?
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Date: 8 Jun 2022 05:48 (UTC)no subject
Date: 8 Jun 2022 06:15 (UTC)Wouldn't want it to melt.
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