my_own_advocate: (lucifer - fondness is in the eyes)
Lucifer Morningstar ([personal profile] my_own_advocate) wrote2022-05-29 10:33 am

Samsara, Sunday Evening

It wasn't a great idea to keep sticking to old traditions to the letter, Lucifer and Octavia had found last weekend. And so Lucifer had suggested something else for this Sunday night.

Samsara.

It was a place where she felt safe. And it could-- go somewhere else, for a nice change of scenery. "Should we take her to the back of the preserve? Or head further along the coast?" Lucifer asked, as he hopped aboard, basket of food in hand.

[[ for her ]]
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Then I guess one needs to learn to listen," Octavia replied mildly. "Or better yet, ask."
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
"You made me feel pressured to pick a favorite out of things I don't have a favorite one of right now," Octavia replied. "Your insecurity made me feel like you thought I was doing something wrong."
okteiviakom: ([neu] new dawn fades)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia gave him a (still slightly exasperated) nod, like 'yes, thank you'. Sometimes bruised feelings needed her to go digging for an apology.

"You never asked why, but I'm gonna tell you anyway," she said. "I don't have sexy preferences right now, because they change, they come and go, they're based on -- whatever I feel like at the time, whatever was hottest most recently, that kind of thing. And I don't... That's a distant thing right now. There's nothing anchoring me to any preference, right now."
okteiviakom: ([neu] sit quietly)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
Tiny nod.

"It's theoretical."
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 09:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Not as strange as it would be for you," Octavia replied with another tiny gesture, though it was a shrug this time. "It's not like this is the first time I've just... not had sex."
okteiviakom: ([neu] good hair day)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 09:42 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia's gaze dipped towards the table between them.

"Yeah."
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
"I know."

Suppose she should have said more, but more didn't seem to be coming to her.
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
"I know that, too," Octavia replied.

Also softer.
okteiviakom: ([neu] not again)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia's hand was slow to move, but it did.

"Sure," she murmured, "okay."
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am tired I am weary)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia got up just a second later.

It wasn't so much a squeeze that her hand gave his, as it was just her hand... tightening around his. And then staying that way.
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia followed. Quiet, but she did.

Might become a theme.
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay," Octavia said.

Giving both his hands a squeeze.
okteiviakom: ([neu] new patterns)

[personal profile] okteiviakom 2022-06-07 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
Octavia... sat down.

And took the butterfly pillow, and sort of hugged it to herself.

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